It was a fitful night’s sleep last night and I woke up in the dark, with restless thoughts and old memories swirling in the gloomy depths of my head. The only way I could seek solace was through writing and after scribbling in my journal for a few quiet moments, I felt a lot better. Like one would after a good, long cry.
I’ve never been good at letting go. And this is just another instance. I really do miss my late teacher, and a decade old memories of Mrs Yu kinda got drudged up and exploded like a water dam; yesterday’s phone call being the inevitable catalyst.
And my mood hasn’t been the best lately as well… sigh. Besides the craziness of work (which is a happy thing), there’s other annoying issues happening as well, which really irk the already busy yours truly. I won’t say much because it’s just unneeded negative energy but let’s just say that I’m SO sick and tired of unreasonable people who try to arm-wrestle like unfair, demanding terrorists due to the greed for money or some warped power trip. Nothing disgusts me more, it’s just the Libra girl in me.
Anyways, it’s mid-week… I just ordered pizza for the guys at the office, because I had cravings. We’ve all been up to our ears in work with projects both here and overseas. On top of our regular gigs at Clarke Quay, I will be flying out of Singapore later this month for a corporate gig… and there’s still so much loose ends to tie up here before I jet. Yikes!!!
Oh man… I think I need a good, strong hug 😦